Melancholia...

When I pretend,
Everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see,
When I pretend,
I can’t forget about the criminal I am,
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can,
But I can’t pretend that this is the way, it'll stay, I’m just,
Trying to bend the truth
I can’t pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm,
Lying my way from you
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be, all alone
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
The very worse part of you
Is me